Weight loss is going pretty well actually, I've lost a bit of weight this week and I'm quite excited about that. Actually my entire post was going to be my excitement on that subject, but then I got to work and I had a message waiting from a friend...
This friend is going through a lot of what I am currently going through, and every few weeks we see how each other is doing. She was speaking with a friend about her recent miscarriage, and a manager of a bookstore overheard them and recommended a song to her. She said this just happened yesterday, and it's already helping her cope; she hoped it would help me. I got on iTunes and listened to a clip then immediately downloaded it. I pulled up the lyrics and read along until the tears pouring out of my eyes made it impossible to see. This song is so emotional, but it gives me so much hope and I can't help but be happy when I hear it. Does that sound weird? Well now I have that song, and Breathe by Ryan Starr on repeat and I'm having a -now- quiet emotional time in my office. And I can feel things changing. Friend...thank you, a thousand times thank you.
The song is Glory Baby by Watermark. I can't even give you a clip of the song...I need to do the entire thing:
Glory baby you slipped away as fast as we could say baby…baby..
You were growing, what happened dear?
You disappeared on us baby…baby..
Heaven will hold you before we do
Heaven will keep you safe until we’re home with you…
Until we’re home with you…
Miss you everyday
Miss you in every way
But we know there’s a
day when we will hold you
We will hold you
You’ll kiss our tears away
When we’re home to stay
Can’t wait for the day when we will see you
We will see you
But baby let sweet Jesus hold you
‘till mom and dad can hold you…
You’ll just have heaven before we do
You’ll just have heaven before we do
Sweet little babies, it’s hard to
understand it ‘cause we’re hurting
We are hurting
But there is healing
And we know we’re stronger people through the growing
And in knowing-
That all things work together for our good
And God works His purposes just like He said He would…
Just like He said He would…
BRIDGE:
I can’t imagine heaven’s lullabies
and what they must sound like
But I will rest in knowing, heaven is your home
And it’s all you’ll ever know…all you’ll ever know…
I've had two miscarriages this year. The first in March at 17 weeks along and the second last month at 16 weeks. This makes my 4th miscarriage total. They are so difficult emotionally to get through and I am glad to see there is a song to express these hardships. I will have to read it later.. I just can't right now. Not ready for the down pour of emotions. Thank you Molly for sharing this song.
ReplyDeleteI'll be praying for you.
ReplyDeleteI had to hear it right away of course so I pulled it up on YouTube on my phone and I starting crying so much. I'm so happy I shared it with you...I HAD to because I know the way I felt when I heard it!!
ReplyDeleteAnd YAY for weight loss!!! GOOD FOR YOU!! I really like T-Tapp a lot!! I was sore after day one and it feels so good!! Keep it up! :) I'm starting the Fat Flush Smoothie Shakedown once my hcg level goes back to 0 and I'm hoping to lose a little bit of weight plus some inches from T-Tapp! :))
Have a blessed weekend with the hubbs!
Thank you again Jeanette :) YEAH FAT FLUSH SMOOTHIE SHAKEDOWN! I want to do that one too! And T-Tapp is great for losing the inches!
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I lost 55 pounds sweetie and that was the last thing I needed to get off - after I got well.
Mary is awesome too as I see you are in T Tapp.
See you soon
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Molly, I am so glad this song helped you; sometimes something as simple as a song can really help us deal with emotions. After my hysterectomy (for cancer) several years ago, I didn't really cry until I watched a movie about a dr with cancer. I cried during the movie, rewound it and cried as I watched it again. Did me a world of good! Praying for you!
ReplyDeleteThank you both :)
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